I started writing this book five years ago, and I could not figure out why I could never publish the writing. Now I know it was because GOD was not Finish with me yet. I'm not saying that GOD caused me to get sick. I am saying that GOD knew that my full testimony was not ready to be heard yet. He knew that there was a greater blessing waiting to be heard by the masses. And that someone could really be delivered by a LAZARUS testimony. So although I may be sick I know that my redeemer lives. As he rose to heaven he left us with the Holy Spirit who is our comforter. So make no mistake GOD is my redeemer, he's my healer, he's my way maker, and he alone is the reason I live. I live to serve him in whatever capacity he chooses, however he see's fit to use me, I'm available. So until we meet again, if it's on the pages of a book or in person. May the LORD watch between me and thee.