This collection of poetry and prose was written roughly throughout 2011-2019. It fairly represents the author in its tenderness and obscenity; its base mundanity and unsettling extremes; its perverse eroticism and its wholesome comfort content. Topics of discussion: love, fear, fellatio, heroines, heroin, death/loss, illusory identities, compassion, connection, taboo, religion, karaoke, and the perfect amount of chest hair.