After everything I have been through, I think to myself. Am I blessed or am I cursed. Am I unlucky or am I lucky. Why me but at the same time why not me. The battle ""HEART V ART"" how hard this has been, ""From the Stage to the Theatre"" . My Recovery, the rebuilding of my life year after year. The hope that I may get better. Will get better. The sorrow from the thought of leaving loved ones. The roller coaster of emotions. The fake positivity but deep down I'm worried to the bone of what the future holds for me. The future should v'e been bright. I held on to my Art because it gave me strength. My future, I have to make it happen. My destiny is in my hands. When I look at pictures of the ""bad times"" and look at how far I have come, It makes me want to inspire even just one person. By telling my story I hope it gives a person strength and faith so that when in hard times they have just that. Delsena