An interesting log from a man given six months to live diagnosed with several life threatening conditions , refuses to have the operation and explores the alternative therapies whilst studying CBT cognitive behavioural therapy , hypnotherapy to try to find some answer to his existing conditions, spending time in reflection and realisation, keeping a record of therapies, diet, appointments, routines and all else. Pete was diagnosed with cancer, deranged liver function tests, pancreatitis and coliothiasis (Gall stones), reflecting on life and readdressing influence and the consequence of adverse psychology and difficult environment. Has formed this journal for the benefit of all so people can gain insight and draw their own conclusions.