At 46 years, Laurene is tired of seeking the love. While it has just to register, jaded, on an umpteenth site of meetings, she is contacted by Alex, a murky Brown who seems to have everything to please her. Between these two disenchanted with life, it is the total fusion, the absolute agreement of body and minds. A passion pure, powerful, that Laurene would shout to the world, but which must remain hidden. Through this personal diary, a free and loving woman lays bare, revealing without make-up her real-life experience, her feelings and her most secret thoughts. A sensual and authentic narrative, fiercely contemporary.