WARNING Sexually explicit content and language make this an ADULT ONLY novel. This should not be read by persons under the age of consent. Sarah longed for her first lover, but settled for a life of work and lust, believing she could never recapture that overwhelming emotion with anyone else. She used sex to escape from her sadness and loneliness, but her craving for love could not be fulfilled. She allows her boss to use her to further his ambition and to attract successful clients to the business, but after a chance encounter with the man who stole her heart, could she find the strength to change her life? Sarah seeks consolation in the arms of her brother's friend when a series of misunderstandings block her path to true love. Was she destined to drift from one lover to the next, forever searching for the elusive missing ingredient, or would she discover the power of her sexuality and win back the man and the life she dreamed of?