MUDNOCCHIO began life raised wrongly and sent to protective services where he learned societal facets. Losing contact in a love interest he encountered another candidate while abroad. Focusing to rebuild, the candidate soon became a distraction over purpose. MUDNOCCHIO inflicts self sabotage once financially and spiritually broken. Discarding the candidate and then reconnecting to the original love interest, the love dissipated due to her comfort with evil spirits. Avoiding his mother's household, past offenses and abuses resurfaced. Fully indulged, MUDNOCCHIO enters a crisis, detaching from worldly matters and faulting. Leaving to return home, MUDNOCCHIO meets sex workers and their manager to trade lustful deeds. Convinced by workers to stay the longer than expected, MUDNOCCHIO traps himself in a foreign town to find monetary gain. Ready to leave, and frustrated, MUDNOCCHIO soon recant promises to GOD on drugs trading, to fund travel expenses. Misunderstanding with the local authorities, MUDNOCCHIO then leaves town and seeks spiritual gain in a emergency shelter. Graduating shelter's drug program, MUDNOCCHIO immediately lands a job and place of residence after nonstop prayer. Last words MUDNOCCHIO spoken since seen was "Damned if I do, Damned if I don't, Damned if I will, Damned if I won't."