In the first book of the MM series, Molly and her boyfriend, Curtis, are in a car accident that is fatal for him. The weeks following his death are filled with events that seem to be continuously stacking one traumatic event with the next. With little time to process her emotions, Molly is forced into the spotlight and becomes the object of reticule by the media. In her time of need she is betrayed multiple times, forced to confront her love for Curtis by an unexpected proposal of marriage, confronted by her absent mother, has to cope with her inner envy of all the love she sees growing around her while she is stagnent in her pain. Molly has to face the fact that her previously planned future has to be changed, she becomes plagued with nightmares, and all along, she feels this overwhelming guilt for 'causing' his death. Molly must find her way through the unfortunate events in order to become who she needs to be.