This memoir provides insight into my experiences as a child. Growing up in a family where dad was a political prisoner in Zimbabwe. Witnessing people dying, and people being killed . Seeing dead people during the war. Book looks at my life experiences before, during and post war issues which did not recognise my family as contributors to tge Zimbabwe liberation struggle. Dad being subjected to a most barbarous torture, being buried in a shallow ditch with two other men. Not able to exhume for proper respectful burial. This memoir is not intended to be a political narrative. It is a way to ventilate. It only provides own experiences.