This has been some rollercoaster relationship. I was the young bitch in the hood who found the money man of my dreams. Spencer was a very wealthy man. I thought I had him wrapped around my finger until he did the unthinkable. Spencer was a man that got everything done just with the snap of his finger. However, he was sixty years old, and I was only twenty when we got married. The major problem was that he didn't satisfy me sexually, but Eric did! Eric was young, athletic, and good-looking. Eric fulfilled all of my sexual fantasies. I wished that there was something more that I could do. There were so many things I wanted to take back. All of this turmoil was my fault. It was a bed that I had made, and I had to lay in it.