Working for a sadist is challenging for Holly, but her life becomes intolerable once she meets Jared Jones, the lead singer of the Goth-rock group Misery. One night with Jared unlocks something unholy within her, but when Jared has to leave to spend six days in the recording studio all hell breaks loose for Holly. Making one lustful mistake after another Holly doubts her character, integrity, and future. Sean is obsessed with her to such a degree that she is his fetish, his wicked ways calling to her weaknesses, her 'buddy' Deacon offers normalcy and safety, but in the end she has to decide if she can truly have gain without pain. To some, these two are one and the same. She loves misery, and Misery loves her. Book 1: Goth Girl Series Strictly adults only.