A collection of poetry by an addict. A man who has lost all hope and grip of reality. I don't know who I am and I don't know what lies in the future. I love so deeply, I can't get out of this hole, I am the truest essence of life, and I am a nobody. I speak on the real issues of my life, everything read is real, and all I can be is just me. Love me and I will love you back. I am sorry I couldn't be more.