This is an autobiography about my rough, hard life with its trials and tribulations. I was raised by an alcoholic mother, enduring the pain of her sickness. This book talks about how I have been diagnosed with bipolar for twenty-five years, how I struggled with the ups and downs of that mental illness, and how my husband is afraid to come outside. Its been twelve years, and he is still staying in. Through strong faith and prayer, I overcame to be a soldier for the Lord. I am now a missionary. I felt inspired to tell my story, about how my faith in God and my prayers kept me. I hope this book can encourage someone to keep praying, because prayer works, and to keep the faith in God.