**This can be read as a standalone** The moment Sebastian Gilbert watches his fianc e declare her undying love to another man, his entire life changes. Forever. Unable to cope with the loss of his fianc e, his job... his life, he turns to the one thing that will help ease the pain. Cocaine. Seven long months later... Sebastian has checked out of rehab, but after three months locked behind those doors, away from the outside world, he's struggling to adapt to his new life. His thoughts are clouded with anger... bitterness... Cravings. When he reaches out to his drug counselor from rehab, his one and only lifeline, he begins to find hope. Addison Scott is sweet, smart, and understands him in a way that no one else does. As she helps Sebastian rebuild his life, their friendship grows. But lines become blurred... Sebastian's broken heart is slowly mending, but will letting Addison in shatter it once more? Warning: Recommended for ages 18] due to subject matters of drug abuse, violence, explicit language and sexual situations.