As I get ready for Calum and Veronica to pick me up and go to the hospital to visit Lila, a little bit of sadness fills my heart. Not for me, but for Lila. Six months ago, Lila was diagnosed with Leukemia, and was instantly checked into the cancer hospital. She has resided there ever since. With all of my heart, I wish that she did not have to deal with this, especially today. As her boyfriend, I wish that it was me in the hospital and dealing with this instead of Lila. That is how much I love her.