Imagine how it would feel to grow up without a father. If you couldn't ask your traumatized mother questions about him, if pain overshadowed your formative and pre-adolescent years, if your earliest childhood trauma occurred during infancy and created negative physical reactions to everyday sounds. Jamilla Kabongo, a twenty-six-year-old woman, navigates family secrets and painful memories in pursuit of closure, healing, self-discovery, and forgiveness, while grappling with the ultimate question: Should she track down her father and finally face the most challenging part of her past?