Deidra VaJeanne Gaddy was totally lost as she entered her teens... In her share all, tell all, roller coaster ride about her journey to hell and back memoir, she takes you on an intimate road trip without a map as she navigates through her childhood, treacherous teenhood, and into adulthood as she reaches her destination as Maisha I. It isn't easy; it didn't happen overnight; and it took it's toll on her, her family and her community along the way.