Dear Journal, What is happening to me? How did I go from the thirteen year old girl who enjoyed life to the fullest to the girl who became bulimic? As my parents and I are on the way to the pediatric hospital for me to be checked in, I cannot help but wonder this. Even though my parents and I are proud of me for admitting to them about my eating disorder and needing to get help, I still can't help but feel ashamed.