This is my story of near fetal death, bullying, depression and surviving life's struggles. My life's journey was focused on finding happiness and joy in life...but seemed to only exist on the weekends. Was it happiness or just escapism I searched for?I tell my story, intimately, as if we were sitting together just chatting. You will feel many emotions, but ultimately I hope you will learn from my misconceptions and find your own true answers.Where does our happiness lie? Is it in a day or is it in ourselves?