There is a version of desire that looks like wanting everything.
More love. More beauty. More money. More touch. More freedom. More meaning. More room. More aliveness. More life.
And then there is the deeper question.
Can your body, identity, choices, relationships, calendar, nervous system, imagination, and daily structure actually hold what you say you want?
I Want It All is the ninth book in the I AWAKE 7-day journey series. It is the final destination of The Sensual Hero's Journey(TM) the place where desire stops being only fantasy, symbol, ache, or performance, and begins to become state, scene, choice, and structure.
I Want It All helps you test desire through embodiment: not only what you want, but who you become in the wanting, what you abandon, what you repeat, what you can receive, and what your life must quietly change to make more possible.
THIS IS NOT A BOOK
It is a guided sensual experience.
Part reading, part writing, part listening, part drawing, and part embodied practice.
This is not another self-help project to improve managing yourself.
It is a guided Sensual 7-Day Journey for anyone ready to create a life that feels alive from the inside.
Not by chasing bigger symbols. But by learning to feel the nervous system state beneath what you want, and create from there.
This is about creation.
We begin where achievement, insight, love, money, and success still haven't become the feeling you thought they would give you. Rather than asking what else you need to get, this journey shifts the question completely:
What state were you trying to reach through everything you wanted?
EACH OF THE SEVEN DAYS INCLUDES
1 guided audio practice before you start reading to ground you in your body
1 daily theme to focus your attention and help you name the unspoken
3 prompts that match the daily theme with ample writing space within the book
1 body map for you to track your sensations in relation to the daily theme
1 guided audio practice to close the day with awareness and self compassion
The journey also includes an audio guided imaginal practice to be done after the 7 days for deeper integration as well as one longer guided audio practice you can experience anytime you need a gentle dose of sensual nervous system regulation.
This is the ninth guided sensual 7-day journey in the I AWAKE The Sensual hero's journey(TM).
It closes of the third triad of the series, the realm of capacity.
All audio is found on the Sensual institute private course platform.