It is the strangest life Cain Caldwell has ever known. In this dark and compelling sequel to I CANNOT BE LOVED, Mr. Caldwell's droll existence spirals down into a dark ravine controlled by drug abuse, erotic dominance, and self-injury. The once most infamous man in England is now the most hated, abandoned by his friends and lovers and left to walk alone. But is it by choice or destiny? The skeletons in his closet escape, and Cain has no choice but to accept the fate he deserves. Are you really suffering? That is the question.