Single Mother- checkDead Father- checkMotherless Childhood- checkLibrarian- checkBlack Rimmed Glasses to Fit the Job Description- checkThe Biggest A-hole in the World for an Ex- double checkWhen you're born you never know what life will throw at you. You just make the best of it no matter what happens. That's pretty much been my go-to since infancy. Then the charming, bald headed, blue eyed, Brent came along and I thought all the suck in life had been flushed down the drain. Ha That's when my true journey began-motherhood. This is my story, on how I took life by the go-nads when I decided I needed closure from my past-my father's sudden death in particular. But what happens next wasn't anything I expected... It's hopeless... shattering....exciting ... scary...joyful...priceless... and I owe it all to one man... Bear, a chapter president of the Sacred Sinners Motorcycle Club.Warning: Contains adult sexual content, the excessive use of the F-word, cheating, and whatever else that makes it unsuitable for anyone under the age of 18. 1st Novel in a trilogy - that could also be read as a possible standalone.