Heartaches and pains, baby. I can say that with a smile now, but I couldn't say it then. This is my opportunity to tell the world that no one has to take being mistreated, even though my book is not giving a solution to the problem. I'm sure you can feel the hurt, pain, and suffering that I endured. No one can inflict anything upon you unless you let them. Believe it or not, after all that I went through, I still believe in love. They couldn't take that away from me.