I hate her but I'd rather make her life a living hell than not play for a crowd anymore. Hate is a four letter word. So is life. So is love. Each one requires passion to make it worth it. Jason Jackson has lived his whole life fueled with hate. Hate for himself. Hate for his family. Hate for the one person he despises but is stuck on tour with. All he wants to do is rock the crowd and keep his head down, but it seems like every time he turns around, she's doing something else to piss him off. What happens when everything he thought he knew turns out to be wrong? For the first time in my entire life, I'm taking control and not even Jason can get in my way. Vanessa Knox knows all about life being too short. She refuses to let anyone stand in the way of what she wants. That is, until what she wants is something she knows she shouldn't have. It could break her worse than being sick ever had a chance to. Nothing she ever does seems to be right. However, that doesn't stop her from doing it. Sometimes the best things are the one you thought would be the worst. Hate leaves you wondering why, love leaves you wanting more and life leaves you waiting. **This book contains mature language, emotional situations and adult situations. Recommended for people 18 or older.**