Hesitations is a book of poetry and reflections that captures the journey of the author, Sheena Graham, to break the cycle of hesitating. Her father spent his life wondering if his hesitation had cost his mom her life. Words he spoke as he lay on his deathbed, made Sheena wonder about the role hesitating played in her own life. It was larger than she imagined. Divided into six chapters, hesitant to trust, parent, feel, change, breathe, and quit; Hesitations is the first step in her journey towards healing. Being in a constant state of hesitancy, pausing before deciding, acting, or choosing anything; is draining, mentally and physically. The included pieces range from age thirteen to the present and are not in any special order because, on any given day, they may represent a current struggle. She is still a work in progress who realizes owning her emotions is the only way she will ever move forward.