Not afraid to speak his mind or make a scene, Nathaniel Kelly has made a name for himself as country music's ultimate bad boy. Covered in tattoos, singing songs about drugs, drinking and heartache, Nate acts more like an out of control rock star than the grandson of one of the genres most influential and legendary stars. Every man wants to be him. Every woman wants just one night with the hard-rocking country rebel. Except me. I just want to know that the boy I used to love is happy and that I didn't break his heart in vain. That's why I buy every magazine that even mentions his name; at least, that's the story I tell myself. When my friends gave me a birthday present any fan would die for, I was suddenly face-to-face with the man I never thought I'd see again. My body wasn't supposed to react to him the way it did. And, Nate sure as hell wasn't supposed to look at me the way he used to. Can someone you loved as a teenager really have a hold on your heart twelve years later? Is it ever too late to say you're sorry and make up for past wrongs? I'm about to find out.