"Exoneratio Dei" ultrafiction by 60809 J's a man searching to find the best way to tell his story. telling and retelling the details of a tragic affair to find his way through it. and justification for why he must suffer the price of it. past the fairy tale, past the failure. and further still. following the patterns of the patterns of his history, beyond contradiction and inclination, to witness his full self in the sun's light. A thoughtful, and ultimately uplifting, exploration of truth, reality and perception. A beautiful and poignant transformation of heartbreak and disease into a true spiritual awakening. "A virus-riddled mess of a man sits in a coffee shop hoping for some brilliant terrible event to take his mind off himself. His selves and all their conflicting nonsense. The look in his eyes will bring him no good. He doesn't doubt this or resist. Some men are able to surf the flow of their lives. Others have no choice but to go limp and tumble with the break. He's writing a novel about himself. It's written in the third person. He intends to lie..." (Exoneratio Dei - 60809)