How many times can you go through a broken heart until you find true love before losing hope? How many times do you have to survive life before debating on either living or dying? How many times will you come across friends to only play the same game "Loyal or not"? How many times must you be inspired by life to make the necessary changes for your own life? How many times must you battle your faith to understand the demons that surround you at the end of the day? With far too many questions inside her mind she still strives to live and not just survive. As she revisits her life through her dead diaries, she tries to remember that "you cannot embrace your future without accepting your past".