How can a person with a loving spouse, a supportive family and a deep faith feel an intense fear of the world and devastating self-disappointment? This is the story of Matthew Tessnear's life with anxiety and depression, and his ultimate discovery of how to live with them both. It is a roller-coaster ride that will take you into the mind of a Christian man navigating mental illness. There are twists that will open your eyes to the torture happening to people whom you might never have expected were struggling, and there are turns that will offer you hope for living with the ills that trouble us all. Through this story, may you be inspired to fight your own battle against fear, and win.