Life is unfair and nothing in this world makes sense. At least that's the way it looks without a biblical perspective. See what the wise teacher in Ecclesiastes has to say about it all, and learn to enjoy God's gifts as God intended. "Here is what I have seen to be good and fitting: to eat, to drink and enjoy oneself in all one's labor in which he toils under the sun during the few years of his life which God has given him; for this is his reward" (Eccles. 5:18). So fear God, keep His commandments, and enjoy your life