This is a story of a young man who is striving to reach his dreams in life. Early in his childhood he knows that something is wrong with him, but he did not know what to do. As a result, internally, he carried a lot of pain. No one knew this pain was inside of this sophisticated young artist. No one knew what this pain would drive this young artist to do. Who is this man? Is he living a double life? As you read this book and follow this man's journey, what is revealed is explosive It is so explosive that it even frightens him.