Everything that you are going through is preparing you for what you previously asked God for. That is what is my purpose in life? It comes a time in your life when you must say "God raised my standards and the enemy no longer qualify". So, embrace your scars of past lessons learned and declare that you are a veteran of your struggles. Don't get caught with your head hanging down unless you are admiring your shoes! It's time to get your life back. Don't Breakdown because God has giving you the power to Breakthrough.