This book covers my struggle battling schizophrenia. Writing this book was very therapeutic to aiding in my recovery from this mental illness, which for a long time now, I have achieved. This book is chronologically arranged starting when I first started writing in 2002 up to 2012. It documents my journey through the highs and lows, all the while dealing with a messiah complex, as well as the "Voices" I would converse with in my head. I wrote down these conversations to document the visceral vortex I was in at that time. In 2016, after nearly a decade from my worst moments of despair and fraught, I can say I have managed my Illness humbly with humor, as I look back and smile about how the arch of my life has evolved to what is now, a mentally calm Zen state of mind.