Darrin has always had troubles - the newspaper accounts of his trial for first degree murder and the rumors of other crimes attest to that. But a recently discovered cache of audio tapes brings to light a whole new avenue into Darrin's thoughts, beliefs, and motivations behind what one reporter called the "closest thing to a real life Bad Seed in the latter part of the century." Deserving brings to light never before seen insight into what a killer really thinks, and how he manages to elude capture for as long as he does. The mystery isn't in "whodunit." The mystery here is, "why?"