Sex, lies, and betrayal. Story of my life. I was looking for a cure to pull me through. I thought I found that cure in the different men that came in and out of my life, but they were only making my life worse. My name is Damien Hill and I'm always looking for love in all the wrong places. I look at these men, I date them, and I enjoy having sex with them, but I keep thinking he's the one. He's supposed to take away the pain but he never does. I want the marriage, family, and kids, but I just can't seem to find the right man. On this insane ride called life, I not only have to deal with the lies, cheating, and drama that people bring into my life. I also have to deal with my own issues such as being an educated, black, gay male, and trying to build a close relationship with God. I also have a secret. The saying goes, "What's done in the dark comes to the light," and my life proves that point. While reading this story I want you to see everything from my perspective. I want you to experience every heartache, every moment of passion, and every moment of joy. You're now my passenger. Get ready for a crazy ride