This is my story about a woman who thought she had found love but instead would be led down the darkest path to pain, despair, and unspeakable violence. Experience the mind games I endured that taught me that sometimes you have to accept the side of death that comes with the life you've so meticulously ordered. This is my mind-blowing journey from violence to victory. From lost to liberated. From debased to in demand. Little did I know that, in order to find my life's purpose, all I needed was to brew in some hot water until reaching full flavor. Embark upon this journey with me as I spill all the tea. See you on the inside.