I've done things that I'm not proud of, but I can't apologise for. This is my journey. Every step I've taken has led me toward the person I was destined to become. For better or for worse, I am a lap dancer. I've done it all. I've lived the high life and partied with celebrities. I've performed lesbian acts for clients and had threesomes simply because I was curious. I've snorted so much cocaine that that I thought my nose would fall off. But more than that, somewhere along my journey I lost a little bit of myself. It happened so gradually that I didn't notice. It was only when I started to reflect a little, started to write this story, that I could see me for who I was; who I am. It's all here, the good times, the bad times and the downright ugly times. This is my story. These are my confessions.