Sometimes, the one thing you can't have is the only thing you want. That is exactly how Erin Slater has been feeling for a while-on so many levels. Sidelined in her career as a trauma surgeon; no longer welcome in her father's home; being just Simon's submissive, not the love of his life. What started out as her journey of self-discovery is looking more bleak now that the honeymoon phase is over and reality has come crashing in. That things between Jack and Simon seem to be smoothing out is the high note of her life right now-and that is, by far, not enough. But she is willing to fight for what she wants-and she wants so much more. But when she gets it-will she be able to deal with it?