Have you ever been reluctant to wash your jeans? Worried they will shrink to their original size and no longer fit? In this non-fiction account, Rachel decides to address her lifelong disordered dieting and chaotic eating habits. Attempting to understand why she overeats and sabotages her own attempts to lose weight, when all she wants is to be slim, Rachel explores her past experiences from anorexia to binge eating in an attempt to break free from a life dictated by food.