This book describes lived experience of a woman who finds herself lost in the web of lies and false pretenses and the more she tries to break free, the deeper she finds herself sinking. Struggling with the complexities of life, the failures, the fears, the wilderness experiences, and the lies, she challenges life and God Himself, and asks her questions, that if she was the apple of His eye as He said in His word then why He allowed such trials in her life? How could she bury her child, and then go on living her life as if nothing mattered? Some storms in life come and sweep everything away but they also become cornerstones that push us to our destiny and bring out resilience and determination in us to continue the journey at any cost. We become survivors who hold the light for others that are coming.