Sometimes us silly girls fantasize about things that never come to be. I had expectations after college-expectations to run off with Jake Larson and start our life together in a little Pennsylvania farm town. I had my happiness mapped out inside my head. I didn't expect to run into a strange, alluring man with a beard and dark hair stacked up on top of his head. I didn't expect to be attracted to someone so-different. He was everything I didn't know existed. He could make me feel things I'd never felt before. It didn't seem possible that we could be together. We both had obligations. The world told us no, but we couldn't stay away from one another, couldn't deny that we were drawn together. He was so beautiful-so beautiful rugged. I was going to make him mine.