My name is Alex Brown, and the story I'm about to tell you hasn't been told to anyone before. This may be because of how embarrassing or controversial it seems to be or because of my fear of being judged by society and its prejudices. Whoever discovers what I'm about to reveal will know what to do if they find themselves in the same position, or will otherwise, be able to judge my actions. Whoever wishes to ignore it will have to toss a coin when the time comes, and hope they made the right decision.I could make a summary of this story, and thus, take less of the reader's time, but without the full and hidden details, you'll never understand why, after so many years, I've decided to tell my story to the world. If I remember correctly, it all started about five to six years ago, in a bar where a single look led to everything I am today, and to me being in this hospital. I remember it all began on a Friday night... How should I forget it