What happens when a pastor gets depressed? When Alfred Lam fell into a deep depression, all that mattered to him was quelling the pain. He did not care about "right" or "wrong" - he just wanted the pain to stop. Told with brutal honesty, this is the inspiring story of one pastor's journey through the abyss of depression. When his life finally hit rock bottom, he realized that everything had to change - including an overhaul of his faith and beliefs.