This is volume 3 of my sprawling novel Am.I have only realised upon publcation that its genre is Horror It isabout a sort of positive nihilism and explores ideas of the self, philosophy of what is real and unreal and relationships and family.It was an attempt to make sense of a life cut short by illness and mainly asks the question over and over again: What is the point of life, is it worth living?I have an answer to that question now, yes it is worth living because the alternative, a long drawn out slow death is not an option I wish to take.I have considered it but have decided To choose life-Eternal life as a Christ