Hopelessly in love with Lawrence of Arabia actor Peter O'Toole and torn between her domineering mother and a demanding friend, the narrator struggles along the road of self-discovery. Is she to remain Mama's Kitten, or become a responsible friend, a real woman and a serious writer? If she is to acquire substance, she must leave her comfort zone and embrace Life. That can be hard in communist Yugoslavia, where everything conspires against change. She looks for guidance in her vivid dreams...