Until the age of forty, I was living my life in a dream; the same dream in which most of us are living our lives. I was content with my life. I was a wife, a mother and a teacher. My life was like a precious crystal ball that contained all my loved ones, my thoughts and beliefs. Then in 2007, my oldest son died, and my crystal ball was shattered. Nothing made sense anymore. I had to slowly piece that crystal ball back together, and when I did, nothing was the same. I no longer had all my loved ones, and I no longer had the same thoughts and beliefs. There are reasons for my son's death. I don't know all the reasons, but one reason was to get this message out. I am waking from a dream that I lived in for forty years. You can awaken as well. "Your vision will become clear only when you look into your own heart. Who looks outside dreams;who looks inside awakens." - Carl Jung