The author has spent the majority of his life searching, always thirsty but never quenched, hungry but rarely fed, lonely but rarely embraced, never complete and never content. With his aching soul, he knew there was more but his needs felt unattainable and were unmet. It has consumed more than half of a century to find his genuine, inner peace and realize who he truly was. When he finally reached the decision to completely surrender his will over to God, his life took on meaning. In hindsight, there has never been a step he's taken alone. Seemingly meaningless decisions or events/actions when observed in the mirror of life have profound and lasting effects oftentimes continuing to haunt or bless generations, past and present. As the years whittle by, memories flooded his space comprised of lost opportunities, countless 'what ifs', sincere regrets, failed relationships, extreme loneliness, idle dreams, lingering resentments, utter chaos, and the absence of God. In this eye-opening book, you'll read how the author searched for peace through every avenue the world offered, yet always came up empty. You'll get to experience his amazing spiritual journey as he finally surrenders his life to Jesus and realizes genuine peace.