Saran and Miriam were both caught in a lie that did not support who they were. Being a lesbian in the very reserved Amish community in Lancaster was not only frowned upon, it was something that would get them shunned. Something they feared until they met each other. For Saran who had once been in love with a woman from the English world, she knew how to handle herself and she had considered herself off the market until the day Miriam smiled at her and all hope was lost. For Miriam, she was caught in a constant battle of being with a man she loved only as a brother and trying to figure out why her heart would not want who she told it to love. It was all so confusing and infuriating, but things were about to get harder. Things were about to get a whole lot harder when the truth she sought to hide would be known.