These poems were all written between 1978 and 1999 - until they just became so sad as 'psyche' problems - mostly caused by my 'revolving door syndrome - based SOLIDLY on "it is not me - it is all them others "' - took over my 'life' while my local Ware Psyche Social Services desperately tried their best to turn me into just another 'psyche lifer', incredibly, while I am a FOURFOLD EMERITUS PROFESSOR This soon became so severe that I was in psyche 'Godhelpusall' or prison / stir /porridge WITH NO HINT OF A TRIAL just three mere 'opinions by self-styled "experts in psychiatry" who rarely even met me before they 'ticked boxes' to 'put me inside yet again... Never with any ENDING IN SIGHT over and over and over again - for 16 of my last 26 years 1993-2019 - most peculiar - I never had any actual 'psyche symptoms' in that whole period, despite fluent lying by the BIG BROTHER MENTAL HEALTH ACTS SYSTEM... (especially my hideously neglectful and TOTALLY ABUSIVE/STIGMATISED IMMEDIATE FAMILY )