I guess the title says alot about the book but never has the phrase, you can't judge a book by its cover, been more fitting. This is book is about my life and while for many years I was, in fact, a junkie I'm also so much more. It's the story of a troubled boy raised in horrible conditions who becomes a true product of his environment, an environment filled with sex, drugs and even murder After my father was murdered by my brother in 1988 I would descend into an addiction that took my freedom, my dignity and nearly my life. Finally in 2007 I was delivered from the horrors of active addiction and have spent my time since carrying the message of hope to those still addicted realizing I could only keep what I had by helping others. In the pages of this book you may see yourself or you may see someone you love but its a story you'll never forget